Sputtering along

Stumbling, falling, alternately succeeding.  It's a little demoralizing that I don't have the willpower to just do it.  The sugar/carb addiction is so powerful, and I feel so weak against it.  I am in a biorhythm low right now so feeling scattered about a lot of things in life.  I feel a big purge coming on, for a lot of aspects of my life.  Hopefully one of them will be the SAD.